Yesterday and today January 28, 2007

Woohoo yesterday I went to maasticht to do a tutorial group (talking about problems and all, it’s problem based learning will explain later) have a lecture about the problem and the solve the problem in tutorialgroup part 2. And we went to see the library and it had books and then we went to a local café, the preuverij, short preuv, had some (free!!!!) drinks and then went to a friend of mine who made us diner which I enjoyed a lot. And then we went back home by train, missed the train we wanted to have, had to wait for the next train, which came half an hour later… And in the train we had to switch from train to bus, to train again and switch train AGAIN and then take a cab, since we missed our bus home. And we nearly missed the train to Nijmegen from Den Bosch!! Which would’ve been horrible. But we didn’t fortunately and now I’m here, typing this, understanding it if you couldn’t follow it, since I am soo hyper that I don’t feel like making a logic order..

sorry for that..

And by the way, problem based learning in short:
*group
*text
*Brainstorm with the group, who know what
*group formulates problem and makes questions
*finding information (this time it was in a lecture, normally we’d have to check out books and stuff (in the library that has books! )
*solve problem in second tutorial group

It’s as easy as that

and Now I’m going to put on make-up, then do some homework, meet up with tina and sing for a while, then me and thomas are going to go to the movies, and then we’re going to eat at his place.. and then go home again

and this all by bike, since I do not trust trains and busses anymore for a while..

Frustration January 24, 2007

Aaaargggh my mum does not allow me to go see Thomas today, and it frustrates me. I probably don’t have time tomorrow, and friday I have to work, and I don’t know what time I’ll be home from Maastricht saturday.. Sunday I’m practicing music with Tina so now I don’t know when to meet up with him again…..

Another frustration is music. Well my music teacher. I know he doesn’t like me. And now he gave a 3.8 for something I worked soo fucking hard on. I listened like 7 hours of music (I listened everything at least twice, and it was 14 times a music piece of 15 minutes so.. -.-’) and I practiced like everything. And then he still gives me a fucking bad grade!! Really I HATE that man. normally I dont hate fast, I don’t hate at all. But I just hate him… -.-’ well strongly dislike him and I wouldn;t mind if he got hit by a bus ##@%^%&%# anyways..

I’ve been totally binging just a few minutes ago, so I probably gained some weight again.. I was doing so well upto today.. again something to be frustrated about. and I don’t know what to write in my rationale for english.. -.-’

This must be a bad day

Oh and I had a 7 for german

School and weird dreams January 8, 2007

Jeeeez was my day boring today or what. I went to school, heard I had loads of stuff to do before soon, followed like 3 lessons, had periods off after that and worked on some homework, and after that I was supposed to go to german class, and I went, and the teacher decided me and nienke could do the work at home to and the rest of the class would come tomorrow instead of today so they have to go to german class and nienke and me don’t but that hour we just did some dutch document work, which wasn’t very interesting either, and I came home, I drank some and started doing my homework, so I read hamlet for a bit, and then finished of the play I’ve been working on.. and now I’m here posting

 More interesting maybe is what I dreamed last night, which was really odd actually.. I dreamed some kids were throwing stones, and one accidentally hit me with one, and I came to him and I was being very mean and all, and later on I drove on on my bike and I got hit by a blue van in the street I always drive when I’m going home after school. And my mom saw me, and she started crying. The day after everything was okay again, and then I got in the car with a very old man who has the same order every saturday in the bakery where I work. The freak drove on the wrong side of the road and almost got us crashed. Later on when I was safe at home, some people came over and we had pancakesoup (never heard of it before, but my mind’s just twisted I guess) and our dog freaked out to the little kid that was there too, and then he became all evil and one eye became light blue and the other red and it was sooo scary!

And then I woke up.

The scary thing is, when I drove home today from school, I saw little boys throwing rocks, and the exact same blue van as the one that hit me in my dreams.. well I stopped biking for a moment and I waited till the van passed, I was sooo scared

Oh oh oh, and I’m going to teach the daughter of a friend of my mom english her mom asked me to teach her, because the poor girl only gets really low grades for english class so.. And she asked me what I wanted in return and I just don’t know.. can’t think of anything, and I wouldn’t know what’s appropriate to ask.. *doubts*

 yeah well, that’s about it for today.. wondering what I’m going to dream about tonight

Ciao

*hugs*